“Self” is a Verb

“Self – (noun); 1. A person or a thing referred to with respect to complete individuality: one’s own self; 2. A person’s character, etc.; 3. a. The ego; that which knows, remembers, desires, suffers, etc., as contrasted with that which is known, remembered, etc.; b. the uniting principle, as a soul, underlying all subjective experience. “

So says the dictionary sitting on my desk, reflecting our commonly held view of ‘self’ as separate, autonomous, and enduring. Shakyamuni Buddha described ‘three poisons’ that give rise to dukkha (sorrow, suffering, discontent): desire, anger, ignorance. By ignorance he didn’t mean stupidity, but a false and inaccurate view of both the world and our relationship with it. In another teaching, he noted ‘three marks of existence’: not-self, change, and dissatisfaction. The two teachings are related and help explain each other. A root cause of dukkha, he held, was the mistaken, though common-sense, view of ‘myself’ as separate, autonomous, and enduring. Because we hold this mistaken view and try to defend and provide enduring satisfaction for a ‘self’ that does not exist as we think it does, the result is endless frustration in trying to fulfill an impossible goal.

There is a ‘self’, but it is fluid, contingent, conditioned, interdependent upon the world rather than fixed, self-contained and enduring.

Buddhism is unusual among religious and philosophical systems in that it holds there is no enduring, entirely separate entity such as self, ego, soul, or spirit. Instead, Buddhist investigation, through study, meditation, and contemplation finds there is only a dynamic interactivity of various conditions that, together, give rise to the appearance of an individual self, an appearance, that while useful—even necessary—in the day-to-day world, is not absolutely true. Hence, the term I prefer is ‘not self’ rather than ‘no self’. The latter suggests we are figments of our imagination which is definitely not what Shakyamuni is saying. There is a ‘self’, but it is fluid, contingent, conditioned, interdependent upon the world rather than fixed, self-contained and enduring.

Buddhist teachings—and importantly, practice based upon those teachings—allow us to readily see this for ourselves, taking ‘not-self’ out of the realm of obscure, philosophical doctrine and making it our own empirical experience. One easy way to approach this is to observe our own body, our own form, and our own mind through the contemplation of the dynamic activity of the six elements: earth, water, fire, air, space, and consciousness.

The element of earth represents all the solid material. As I look out my window I do, literally, see earth—also known as ‘dirt’. I also see rocks and mountains, flowers, trees. I see rhubarb, cabbage, and carrots growing in the garden. Each is composed of various solid chemical elements: carbon, phosphorus, calcium, iron, copper, and so on. On this late summer day these elements are arranged as flowers and leaves, fruits and vegetables. I recall that six months ago these same chemical elements and molecules took the form of soil and dirt. Even the mountains are changing. The tallest in New York State, a few miles north of where I now sit, was once the bottom of a seabed; they were once over 7,000 feet high; they were once scraped away by glaciers. Some of those mountain particles landed in the soil that makes up my garden Now, these mountains are rising again. Now, when I stand on the summit of Mt. Marcy, the tallest of them, I am standing 3- 3/4” higher than when I first stood there almost fifty years ago. Observe the element of earth around you. How has as it changed in the past week, past season, past century, past geological age? Is there ever a time when it remained fixed, stable, unmoving?

Now consider the element of earth within your own body. It is made up of the very same chemical elements and molecules as the earth you see around you, the same carbon and calcium, iron and phosphorus. The skin, the muscles, hair and the bones are all akin to the soil and the rocks. And, like the mountains, the earth element of the body is always in flux. When you were born you weighted but a few pounds. Now, you weigh many more. The elements from the environment accumulated and added to the bulk your physical body. But, they didn’t accumulate all at once, or once and for all. Here is the interesting part. The elements within your body are, at various rates, being exchanged with those in the environment. With a few exceptions, nearly every cell in your body is replaced. Some live only days. Some last decades. Last week, I ate a mountain for lunch, as well as some Mexican dirt. Some of those elements now make up my organs. The mountains ground down to particles, coming to be the soil in which the carrot grew. This spring I planted a tiny seed. As the seed germinated and put on size it took up the elements from the soil and formed the carrot. The avocado, likewise, growing on a Mexican farm, took up the elements from the soil there and formed the fruit. Both the carrot and avocado provided the same atoms and molecules that now reside within my body. But of course, this is not a one-way flow of elements from environment to body. I’d be pretty fat by now! My body sends elements and the molecules back into the environment, too. Every day, I shed some hair and slough off some skin cells. I take a shit. All of this again becomes part of the world outside my body. At the end of my life, my entire body will, in time, decay, becoming part of the soil, supplying elements and molecules and nutrients to new lives of plants and animals. Even those who are pumped full of preservative, placed in a sealed coffin inside a concrete vault will eventually return to the soil. It just takes a lot longer. Examining the dynamic exchange of material, it becomes apparent that my body is always changing in interdependence upon the outer world. There is nothing there that I can claim as uniquely, permanently, my own.

Now, consider and examine each of the remaining elements of water, air, fire, space and consciousness in the same way. See how they are always in flux, always exchanging with the world. Consider all the many factors that give you a sense of individual identity: your age, your ethnicity, your name, occupation, gender identity, political or religious beliefs, your family, socio-economic status, and so on. Spend some time with this contemplation, spend some time looking for something, anything, that is a permanent, separate and self-contained “ME”, and you will come to experience that while there is a ‘self’, it is not a fixed object, a thing, an entity—a noun. Instead you will find the ‘self’ is dynamic activity—a verb. Do you still think your body and mind are permanent and unchangeable? Go to your fiftieth high school reunion and you’ll find the first thing you are given is a name tag. No one will recognize you without it, nor will you recognize those others you haven’t seen for five decades.

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The Vaccine Against Despair

“Never to succumb to the temptation of becoming bitter.  As you press for justice be sure to move with dignity and discipline using only the instruments of love.” Dr. Martin Luther King

My day job is a bookbinder restoring and repairing antique tomes. Regularly, I receive email newsletters from Steve Siegel, a supplier of specialty leather for the trade. In them he promotes his products and gives useful and interesting information about its sourcing and production, much of which originates in Africa using traditional methods. This week, something else was on his mind:

I’ve sold leather, shared stories, connected with people from all over the world, and made friends. In a nutshell, that’s how I could sum up my career. I have enjoyed the process of learning, listening, and sharing as I have communicated with others from all walks of life. In looking back, I have had many experiences where my views – political, religious, or other – didn’t align with those I have met but we could share our stories and discuss our views, even disagree, but at the end of those conversation there was still respect and a friendly connection. 

I’m saddened to say that I have been seeing this friendly connection in our society slipping quickly away. The temperament now seems to favor disconnect instead of connection. Hatred instead of love. Enemies instead of friends. If viewpoints don’t align, the friendship and mutual respect seems to end. Are you noticing this, too?

Recently, circumstances in my life have given me an opportunity to see things from a new perspective. I might be just one person but I am hoping to encourage a change and I have an offer for you if you’d like to join me. Would you like to get a coupon for $100 off your next order? Here’s how: 

For one day, a full 24 hours, if you find yourself in a conversation that seems to encourage these negative feelings, don’t continue it. Here are some ideas of what to do instead. 

  • Remove yourself from the conversation so you don’t add to the hate
  • Change the subject
  • Ask about the person, how are they doing, how is their family – not about their political views or societal opinions which are usually negative
  • Remember something nice about them from a previous interaction and tell them about your memory

Those are just a few ideas, you can do whatever you feel encourages connection instead of hate. At the end of the 24 hours, send me a quick email at [email protected] telling me what you did to stop negativity from spreading.

I will send a coupon for $100 off to the first 20 people who email me. Together maybe we can work to re-establish friendly connections in our families, our communities and our work places.

I’m looking forward to hearing from you! 

Sincerely,
Steve Siegel

            Steve’s contest may be over, the coupons sent, but the challenge remains. Division and separation yield unconcern for the “other” at best, hatred at worst. In a world and a time when so many self-identify as ‘red’ or as ‘blue’, as ‘this’ or ‘that’ and define every interaction as a zero-sum game of winners and losers we are all de-humanized. The bitterness Dr. King warns about drifts into the mind coloring experience, thoughts, words, and actions.

            The Buddhist teaching on interdependence illustrated in the image of Indra’s Net informs us we are seamlessly connected with everyone and everything in the world. There is nothing that is not part of us. We are the African herdsman, the corporate lawyer, the Mexican farmworker, the hedge fund manager. Literally. Not metaphorically. Each of them, and all others, provide us with the sustenance we require to maintain our lives.

            It is easy to hate that which one does not know. Walling ourselves off from the lives of those who are unlike us is the agar in the petri dish that allows the virus of hate to breed and spread unchecked. Dr. King’s ‘instrument of love’, on the other hand, is nurtured by breaking through the walls of self-imposed identity, entering in conversation and relationship with those who are beyond our familiar sphere, seeking and finding commonality of heart. It is apparent there is much to be done to heal our world. Discouragement, bitterness, and despair lurk in ambush as we consider and engage the vast task of external transformation. Internal transformation, engaging in our Buddhist practice, is the protective vaccine and provides the nourishment for the journey. Internal transformation is nourished by action. Steve’s challenge provides a simple beginning.

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Community Pride Day

Celestial Drum Tendai Buddhist Sangha is one of the local Indian Lake sponsors for the 19th annual Central Adirondack Community Pride Day. People work together, including teachers and students from the school, to clean up what debris the melting snows have revealed (the snow will be melted by then, right?) If you wish to help out, you can simply show up at the town hall on Wednesday, May 1 at 9 a.m., or sign up in advance by calling town hall at 518-648-5828. At noontime, there will be a free lunch for all the volunteers. I hope to see you there.

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Parinirvana Day Reflections

Parinirvana Day is a Buddhist festival marking the death of the historical Shakyamuni Buddha held on February 15 in East Asia. (South Asian Buddhist traditions celebrate the Buddha’s birthday, enlightenment day and death on a single day in springtime known as Vesak). After 45 years of teaching the Dharma and leading the community of monks, nuns, laymen and laywomen, at age of 80 and in declining health he announced to his followers that he would soon die and enter parinirvana.

The Buddha, being omnipotent, of course knew when he was going to die and was well prepared. He had set out as a young man to understand the causes of human sorrow, discontent and suffering and to find a release. In this he was successful when at age 35 after 6 years of searching he attained enlightenment, awakening, or nirvana at the sight of the morning star rising the in the east. From then on he traveled throughout what is now northern India teaching others how they might find that same release, bringing the Dharma to untold countless number of beings human and nonhuman.

But while the Buddha was prepared for his death, his disciples were certainly not. Perhaps they felt, like author William Saroyan, that while they always knew everyone died, but thought that in his case an exception might be made. Ananda, his personal attendant for all those years, ran out of the room crying at the thought of loosing his teacher and the leader of the Sangha. Shakyamuni sent after him and asked him to dry his tears and to return to the room where the Buddha lay.

“Who will guide us? Who will lead the Sangha when you die? How will we continue?, “ wailed Ananda. The Buddha replied that he taught for 45 years how to guide the Sangha, how to practice, how to attain awakening. “I have held back nothing. You have all the teachings I have to offer. They will be your guide,” Shakyamuni replied. To emphasize that the Dharma is not exclusive to anyone person, he named no successor. All of his disciples were able, if they followed the teachings he had offered during his lifetime, to reach nirvana.

And just what is nirvana? And Parinirvana? The Buddha said very little about either and discouraged speculative lines of thought when questioned. That, of course, hasn’t stopped over 2 millennia of commentators to offer their suggestions however. When he did speak of it, he usually spoke of what is not, rather than what it is.

The term nirvana comes from the root meaning to ‘blow out’ or ‘extinguish’. Which unfortunately and incorrectly is sometimes taken to mean ‘annihilation’. Rather, what the Buddha was saying was extinguished were negative states of mind based upon desire, anger and [spiritual] ignorance that lead to negative words and negative actions and hence, sorrow and suffering. When those negatives states are extinguished through clearly perceiving the true nature of reality, a pervasive subtle joy becomes the field of experience.

Parinirvana means ‘final’ nirvana. The experience of nirvana attained as a result of enlightenment or awakening puts an end to the generation of new karma that would impel additional rebirths. But because one still has a physical body subject to illness and death like Shakyamuni Buddha himself, while suffering has been extinguished, life continues its course. Sometimes this is referred to as ‘nirvana with residue’. At the time of death, final nirvana releases this ‘residue’ and there is no further rebirth.

There are two points to this story that foreshadow later understandings of the Buddha’s teachings. Here, his disciples believed that with the death of the Buddha he would become ‘extinct’ as the teaching say, that he would no longer be with them. But in saying that ‘the teachings will guide you’ he was suggesting, as was later made explicit, that the Buddha is synonymous with the teachings. When it becomes clear that the Buddha embodies the Dharma and the Dharma embodies the Buddha, then reality itself becomes the Buddha and the Dharma is seen to be universally applicable to all regardless of time or place, not just to those who lived in a particular place and a particular time. That everything that is impermanent, that there is no material gain that can be counted upon to give lasting peace and satisfaction, that nothing exists isolated and independent on its own but only in interdependence with everything else, can be seen to universally apply.  So as it is related in the Lotus Sutra and elsewhere the Buddha could rightfully claim that his ‘extinction’ was only a skillful tale that would spur his students to dig deep into the teachings and their own abilities to carry them through. Meanwhile, he is actually “always present on Vulture Peak and elsewhere, always teaching the Dharma.”

Parinirvana Day offers us an opportunity to reflect upon the Buddha’s life and his death and the gift he offered—a way to the release from sorrow, discontent and suffering. It also offers us an opportunity to reflect upon our own life and death. When we think of death at all, we may, like Saroyan believe that an exception will be made in our case. Or we may think of it as a distant event that has no connection to our day-to-day actions. Or we may be frightened out of our wits. When we reflect upon our own death we are brought to acknowledge the gift we have been given with this life and the opportunities we have to use it well. A life seems like a long time to hold in your hand. Our life, though, is made up of the accumulated thoughts, words and actions that we take moment by moment. Aristotle said that “We are what we repeatedly do.” While a single action may not seem like much, those actions accrued over time make up a life.

Shakyamuni Buddha set out to investigate the nature of human discontent and suffering and to find a release. His used that intention to guide his actions day by day. Try this, see the results. If not try that, see those results. By so doing he attained his goal. And having attained the goal he then set out to share his realization and his methods with others. Day by day he taught individuals and large assemblies. He continued to practice and investigate. At the end of his life he had thousands of followers over a vast area. After his death his teaching spread benefiting countless others. Now they have spread around the world.

Often when we think of ‘purpose’ in our life, we might think in terms of meaningful career and get caught up in a grand vision or doubts about what is “good enough” or “meaningful enough”. I doubt Shakyamuni ever thought of founding a religion that would spread across the world and last thousands of years after his death. He did not plan for, nor imagine the day, when the Dharma would come to Indian Lake. All this he did by each moment of each day answering questions posed to him, offering assurance and instruction, and caring for members of his Sangha. That was his ‘purpose’. Likewise, when we think of ‘purpose’ we can refrain from grand fantasies but instead simply take each moment see to what opportunity it offers us to fulfill our Bodhisattva vows:

 “Sentient beings are numberless, I vow to save them. Desires are inexhaustible, I vow to put and end to them. The Dharmas are boundless, I vow to master them. The Buddha-way is unsurpassable, I vow to attain it.”

In the spirit of Parinirvana Day reflections the Evening Gatha, chanted at the conclusion of the last meditation period of the day, reminds us:

“Let me respectfully remind you. Life and death are of supreme importance. Time passes swiftly by and opportunity is lost. Each one of us should strive to awaken. Awaken! Take heed! Do not squander your life.”

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Another Way to Welcome the New Year

Join us for our New Year’s Eve meditation to enter 2013 with peace and equanimity. We gather at 10:30 p.m. (with meditation instruction for those who wish). The meditation begins at 11:15 p.m. and crosses midnight. Light refreshments shared afterwards. All are welcome.

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Three Offerings on September 11

Dhammapada, verses 3-6

3. “He abused me, he struck me, he overpowered me, he robbed me.” Those who harbor such thoughts do not still their hatred.

4. “He abused me, he struck me, he overpowered me, he robbed me.” Those who do not harbor such thoughts still their hatred.

5. Hatred is never appeased by hatred in this world. By non-hatred alone is hatred appeased. This is a law eternal.

Translated by Acharya Buddharakkhita, Buddhist Publication Society

The Metta Sutta (Sutra on Universal Loving Kindness)

1 Who seeks to promote his welfare,
Having glimpsed the state of perfect peace,
Should be able, honest and upright,
Gentle in speech, meek and not proud.

2 Contented, he ought to be easy to support,
Not over-busy, and simple in living.
Tranquil his senses, let him be prudent,
And not brazen, nor fawning on families.

3 Also, he must refrain from any action
That gives the wise reason to reprove him.
(Then let him cultivate the thought:)
May all be well and secure,
May all beings be happy!

4 Whatever living creatures there be,
Without exception, weak or strong,
Long, huge or middle-sized,
Or short, minute or bulky,

5 Whether visible or invisible,
And those living far or near,
The born and those seeking birth,
May all beings be happy!

6 Let none deceive or decry
His fellow anywhere;
Let none wish others harm
In resentment or in hate.

7 Just as with her own life
A mother shields from hurt
Her own son, her only child,
Let all-embracing thoughts
For all beings be yours.

8 Cultivate an all-embracing mind of love
For all throughout the universe,
In all its height, depth and breadth —
Love that is untroubled
And beyond hatred or enmity.

9 As you stand, walk, sit or lie,
So long as you are awake,
Pursue this awareness with your might:
It is deemed the Divine State here.

10 Holding no more to wrong beliefs,
With virtue and vision of the ultimate,
And having overcome all sensual desire,
Never in a womb is one born again.

Translated by Acharya Buddharakkhita, Buddhist Publication Society.

Metta (or maitre, skt.) is the practice of unconditional, universal loving kindness. It is a friendly benevolence for the well-being of all others without exception devoid of self-interest. Metta is practiced unilaterally. You don’t wait for someone to have regard for your well-being before you have regard for theirs. Metta is practiced without boundaries. It is relatively easy and natural to be kind to someone just like us. Metta is practiced, yes towards those like ourselves, but also towards those who are unlike us, offering them warm regard for their own happiness, their safety, their well-being in all ways.

A vengeful act does not bring peace or ‘closure’, whatever that might be. It plants the desire for revenge in the ones suffering the violence. And on… and on… You can’t fight your way to peace or hate your way to love. If violence brought about peace, then the Mideast would be the most peaceful place on earth. Here and everywhere, violence in revenge yields only violence. A hateful word brings only a hateful response. It is not about who is ‘right’ or ‘wrong’—everyone is some ‘right’ and some ‘wrong’. Peace is the way to peace. Having kind, self-less interest in the well-being of others reflected in our thoughts, our words and our actions is the way to heal our own minds and bodies, the way to heal others, the way to heal our families, our communities, our nation and our world.

Bodhisattva of Universal Loving KindnessThis Sanskrit calligraphy contains the ‘seed syllable’ (central red character) and mantra (smaller green characters) of Maitreya Bodhisattva, the manifestation of universal loving kindness. The mantra om maitri maha maitri maitriye svaha contains within its sounds all these beneficent qualities reduced to a few words. The literal meaning is not important. Meditation upon, or recitation, of this mantra fills the mind with universal loving kindness and overflows outwards towards all others. The seed syllable, likewise, reduces all the qualities contained in sounds of the mantra and reduces it to a single sound: maim (pronounced mime).  May all beings everywhere be free from hostility; may all beings everywhere be safe, secure and healthy in their bodies; may all beings everywhere be filled with peace, contentment and happiness in their minds.

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Evening Service

August 18, 2011, begins a new round of Thursday Evening Services, an amalgamation of two services regularly performed at Tendai temples. The first is the Morning Service based upon The Lotus Sutra and the other is the Evening Service based upon The Amitabha Sutra. At our local Sangha, we began these services last year and recently completed a full round, each weekly service based upon one of the twenty-eight chapters of The Lotus Sutra, the central sutra of Tendai Buddhism. The Service begins at 6:30 p.m. at 6393 State Route 30 (West Main St.), Indian Lake. I’ll be writing a brief chapter-by-chapter commentary on The Lotus Sutra each week, which you can find here.


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Thirty Monks from Japan come to Tendai Buddhist Institute to perform Soryo Tokudo (ordination) ceremony

Seishin Jack Fitterer of Indian Lake, along with five other Tendai Buddhist monks from the United States and Denmark became the first trained outside of Japan to receive Soryo Tokudo, an advanced ordination requiring a minimum of six years of study and practice. Thirty monks traveled from Japan to the Tendai Buddhist Institute (www.tendai.org) located in Canaan, NY, to take part in the ceremony on Saturday, October 23, 2010. It was officiated by Ven. Komori Shukei, envoy from the headquarters temple of the Tendai sect located on Mt. Hiei near Kyoto. This ordination ceremony represents the recognition by the Tendai sect in Japan of the training program developed at Tendai Buddhist Institute, the only such program located outside of Japan.

Japanese, American and Danish Monks at Tendai Buddhist Institute in Canaan, NY for the Soryo Tokudo (ordination) Ceremony

This ceremony was held in conjunction with another earlier in the day celebrating the fifteenth anniversary of the founding of Tendai Buddhist Institute in 1995 and the fifth anniversary of the consecration of the temple located there. The following day, monks from Japan, North America and Europe traveled to the Boston Museum of Fine Arts to hold a fire ritual in honor of the 125th anniversary of the Tendai ordination of the founder and first curator of the museum. These two individuals were the first westerners to be initiated into the Tendai sect.

Ven. Komori Shukei performs the goma (fire ceremony) at Boston of Museum of Fine Arts

In 2007 Rev. Fitterer established Celestial Drum Tendai Buddhist Sangha  in Indian Lake, as an affiliate of Tendai Buddhist Institute, assisted by Daichi Jim Curry, also of Indian Lake. Fitterer began his Buddhist studies nearly 40 years ago and received Doshu Tokudo (temple assistant ordination) in 1998 and Soryo (lineage) ordination in 2003 from Rev. Monshin Paul Naamon, abbot of Tendai Buddhist Institute. From 1998 to 2005 he led Higashi Tendai Buddhist Sangha in Great Barrington, MA. He lives and works as a bookbinder in Indian Lake with his wife, Taff, and two cats.

Remarks Made by Seishin as the Appreciatory Address at the Completion of Soryo Tokudo Ceremony

Such an unsurpassed, marvelous teaching is rare to meet,
Even if we count the many lifetimes we have waited.

We began chanting this verse when Karuna Tendai Dharma Center was a single, solitary dharma center. Now after 15 years it is chanted in all those places where other sanghas have been established by those who have studied and trained here. We chant it in Canada and Colorado, Albany and the Adirondacks, Washington, D.C., Denmark and Germany, and elsewhere.

Such an unsurpassed, marvelous teaching is rare to meet,
Even if we count the many lifetimes we have waited.

How many lifetimes we have waited is beyond my ability to see or to count—my vision does not go back so far. I leave that for another to relate, another more insightful than me. My vision does, however, go back 15 years to a warm spring evening in 1995 coming here for the first time where a handful people gathered—and a small handful at that—together with Monshin and Shumon. They had recently returned from Japan with the explicit aim of starting this Dharma center, based upon their experience living in a Tendai temple in Chiba. It was to be a place where people could, in their own community, with their friends, family and neighbors practice and study the Dharma every week under the guidance of an authentic teacher. This was the explicit goal. Another dream rested in the back of Monshin’s mind, too, one that he didn’t share with others—perhaps it was too audacious. And it was this: that if this actually worked, if people actually came to practice the Dharma every week, then perhaps he could train others as he had been trained by his teacher Ichishima sensei and they could go out and start additional sanghas and so foster the spread of the Tendai Dharma farther and wider than could be done by any single person working alone. Today’s ceremonies are a celebration of the fruition of those dreams.

After meditation was complete that first evening we all drove down to LaBella’s in Chatham and shared pizza and beer and friendly conversation getting to know one another in an informal way. We did this for the next few weeks, but it became obvious that this would be unwieldy as more people joined us. And it has been reported that some people don’t like pizza. So the suggestion was made, ‘let’s have a pot luck dinner every week after the service’. And we’ve continued to do this down to the present time.

Before we eat we stand behind our chairs, gazing at the spread before us and chant the Meal Gatha, the meal verse. It starts

First 72 labors brought us this food.
We should know how it comes to us.

As we receive this feast of the Dharma today, we should know how it comes to us. Seventy-two doesn’t begin to encompass all the labors. Monshin and Shumon themselves have performed infinite, myriad, uncountable kotis of nayutas of labors to establish and maintain this center. Add to that the contributions made by Sangha members, friends, families and neighbors; their financial gifts, the offerings of their physical labor, their ideas and advice, and their enthusiasm. Add to that the Jigyodan and other representatives of Tendai shu in Japan who have come in ones and twos, in groups of five or six, or thirty and forty, bringing material support, teaching support, and inspiration. We should know how it comes to us.

The Meal Gatha goes on:

As we receive this offering,
We should consider whether our virtue and practice deserve it.

It is a great offering that has been made by all. I’m not sure that whatever our virtue and practice that we can ever claim to ‘deserve it’–better to think of is as an undeserved gift that we receive despite our shortcomings—a gift we accept with deepest gratitude and sense of great responsibility. Myself, I feel like one of the 500 disciples who expressed their shock and amazement at Shakyamuni’s unexpected prediction of their future Buddhahood. In the Lotus Sutra they proclaim

We, hearing his voice
Predicting for us unsurpassed comfort,
Rejoice in our unexpected lot
And salute the all-wise Buddha.
We repent our errors;
Though countless Buddha treasures awaited,
With but a trifle of nirvana
We, like ignorant and foolish people, Were ready to be content.

We six rejoice in our unexpected lot and our hearts and minds are filled with joy, but it is a joy tempered with a sense of great responsibility. Another verse chanted each Wednesday is Hogo, a veneration of our lineage:

I venerate Shakyamuni Buddha,
I venerate Chih-i Great Master,
I venerate Dengyo Great Master,

May the diamond path bring good fortune and long life
to all sentient beings.

Originally we chanted this verse, as the rest of the service, in Japanese. One year, as we were working on the English translation, Shunshou Yamada sensei was here teaching during gyo and I asked him about the last line, which puzzled me. The first three lines were straightforward, simply listing the notable names, but the last line, fuku ju kongo¸ was a mystery. Kongo, I knew, was vajra—diamond or adamantine representing a brilliant wisdom that was able to slice through any hindrance, or perhaps a sudden flash of insight that illuminates the sky for just a moment and shakes the earth with the sound of thunder.  But what does fuku ju mean? And so he told me ‘long life, good fortune’. That’s it: ‘long life, good fortune, vajra, or diamond’, no subject, no verb, no object; an enigmatic phrase suggesting many possible meanings, but settling on none of them. For the purpose of the service we decided upon the wording we use now, “May the diamond path bring good fortune and long life to all sentient beings.” Perhaps, though, in this line Hogo is referring not only to the benefit that the lineage brings to others, but expressing its aspirations for the lineage itself: may the lineage continue to have a long life, may the lineage continue to have good fortune, may the lineage continue to shine with diamond-bright clarity dispelling any darkness.

Today six of us are named to this lineage which has already had a long life through 2500 years, through good fortune and bad, beginning in ancient India spreading through central Asia into China, Korea and Japan and now finds itself springing out of the earth here in Canaan and from here moving across North America and Europe

Such an unsurpassed, marvelous teaching is rare to meet,
Even if we count the many lifetimes we have waited.

Receiving this offering, deserved or not deserved, we six named to this lineage vow that through our teaching and practice the aspiration voiced by Hogo will be fulfilled: may this lineage continue to have a long life and may the lineage continue to have good fortune, may the lineage continue to shine with diamond-bright clarity to all. In the distant future when our names are forgotten, may the efforts we made continue to enable others to attain the path, as your efforts and the efforts of all those who came before have enabled us.

Vast is the robe of liberation
A formless field of benefaction
I wear the Tathagata’s teachings

Saving all sentient beings.

With deepest gratitude and respect, with a sincere heart, we thank you for all that you have done.

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Life, Death, Rebirth

Here in the North Country a few branches of leaves begin to show autumn colors by the end of August. In the past week I see some yellowing and falling to the lawn, foreshadowing the turn of the season from summer to snow. The setting sun is retracing the path it took in spring and the afternoon light falls now in early September as it did in mid-April.

Last month at the Monday evening discussions at Celestial Drum we reflected how observation of the natural world serves as a mirror,  giving us clearer understanding of our own lives. In September, during our Monday discussions, we extend these thoughts to  “Life, Death and Rebirth”. Seeing the change of the seasons, seeing the fall of the leaves in September; the winter period of hibernation; the fresh new green of spring; the fruiting of summer are all representative of cycles of beginning, ending, and new beginning that take place moment by moment and eon by eon. The scale of time may be vast or nearly instantaneous, but the same process is occurring through all.

We experience life, death and rebirth not only between lifetimes, but within this single lifetime as well; hourly, weekly, yearly; reflecting back that process of interlinking cycles we see in the natural world around us. Through reflection and Buddhist practice we gain a clearer understanding of the ever-flowing nature of life and death, our place within that flow, and the opportunity it offers to be free of transient sorrows.

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August 2, 2010 – Tendai and the Natural World

Our continuing discussion of the role of the natural world in Buddhism moves to a consideration of its importance in Tendai tradition and practices.  Since the foundation of Tendai, the benefit of practicing in the bosom of nature has been recognized.  Over time practices which focus on the veneration of the natural world have evolved, perhaps best exemplified in the unique Tendai practice of the Kaihogyo.

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